(hell, yeah) Scarleteen

Hi, I’m 15 and I started acting hysterical after my break up. I really do love him and after talking to him, he still loves me. He also likes one of my closest friends. I believe this is gods test to see if we’re meant to be and I practically begged him to go out with me but he still had said the same answer, “No.” I don’t know what to do. He wants me to like other guys and go out with them and he wants to like other girls and go out with them. I don’t know what to do. I really want to be together again and I’m willing to do anything. We’ve tried our version of friends with benefits and I just got grounded. I want to be with him so bad and he’s everything to me. He taught me how to love, he guided me through my dark times, he helped me through my depression and he broke up with me because of school and stress. Can you please help me get back together with him before summer break ends? Thank you so so so much!

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I previously sent you a question on what to do with my ex-boyfriend. Now it’s even worse. I don’t know if he’s being truthful or not, and I don’t know how to move on. He’s hurting me in every possible way. He had a pool party yesterday and my my best friend was there. My best friend and my ex went on 2 long walks together. I asked my ex directly and now they’re going out, and apparently they were. I’m so mad at her because every time she broke up with someone, I was always there for her and tried my very best make her feel better and smile and it felt like a huge slap in the face. I can’t believe she didn’t tell me any of this before I asked, because I would have wanted to talk it out with her but now its practically impossible. She’s acting like a slut, and I know how all girls are more only for themselves and don’t really care about any others, but it hurts really bad when it happens to you instead of someone on TV or at school. It’s hard to let go someone who was your first in everything, like boyfriend, kissing, and you know what else. I don’t know how to act and I’m feeling depressed. My parents are divorcing and I’m going to have to move back to Japan. I also found out I have a cerebral aneurysm and I’m scared I might die. I don’t know who to tell this to but I really need him right now. I’ve begged and pleaded, bribed and made promises but none of that mattered to him. I want him to be with me until I move which is maybe next year or sooner. I lost my best friend and the love of my life, what should I do?